My professor's love story

We were talking in class today about how different genre's of movies affect our lives.

Comedy in the sense that it is a natural procession of life, hero faces obstacles, hero grows from it, and hero marries the girl of his dreams and have lots of children. If you notice, all comedy ends in marriage.

Did u notice that?

Melodrama are basically stereotype lives and full of cliches. It is always predictable. How many times have u watched a drama and guessed correctly what was going to happen next? I know I did. Then why do we continue watching it? Its because we want to be assured that we are not alone in this world, that the problems that we face are also faced by people everywhere!!!

What about farce? Farce essentially blows things out of proportion. It mocks life, do the opposite of what is supposedly demanded from society and make it excessive.

Its breaks nature.

And you know what example my professor gave to show what is an example of farce? He told us that it is his wife birthday today and she doesn't want anyone to know her age because she feels sad that she is no longer as pretty and youthful as she was in her 20's, 30's, 40's and even 50's. Yup, I'm guessing she's around her 60's. She doesn't want anything to do with her birthday.

And do you know what he does?

He celebrates her birthday all the same, not for one day, but for A WEEK!!!! He gives her present every single day for the week to make her happy and feel good about it.

And he has done if for many years already.

He say he will do it no other way. Coz this makes her feel good. At least she is here or else he would be left all alone.

What is the alternative of growing old?

Dying.

You have to be alive to grow old.




How romantic is that?

Sigh.. I want to have this kinda husband too.. *hint*

Last Post In Malaysia

Sigh.. I can't believe this. My three months of summer holidays is over and I'm leaving for US next Tuesday. Being back in Malaysia has really been wonderful. I have grown to appreciate things that I have taken for granted 20 years of my life. Of course the most important thing is the food but everything else that makes Malaysia my home is something that I know I will never get in other countries.

But I think being in US for almost a year has also made me have feelings for that country too. I don't really know if I can call it my home but I know there's a tiny part in me that kinda misses California too. I have been kinda dreading to go back to US for the past month also. Every time I think about me returning back there, leaving my home Malaysia, it breaks my heart. Every meal I take I'll have to think, "is this the last time I'll be eating this?" "Will I still have any opportunity to come back to this place again?" But after being here for three months, I'm kinda ready to go back to US now.

The hardest thing is leaving Cody though. Sigh.. long distance relationship sucks!!! How do one bear not seeing, touching, smelling or feeling someone that you love for such a long period of time?

Sigh.. own dream versus love.

Why can't one have all?

Bye bye Malaysia

Saying Goodbye..

After so many times of doing this it still feels terrible. Like a part of you is gone together. I know this sounds cliché and all but..

Sigh… I hate this!!! I dunno how many times of saying goodbye I can take.

I picked him up from the LRT either on Fridays or Saturdays, spent almost the entire weekend doing things together, squeezing every second and making the most out of it but before you know it, the weekend is over and I have to send him off again. And the cycle goes on and on and on.

I know I should count my lucky stars because I get to see him for a few days a month. Maybe even a week if you add up all the days together but saying goodbye is always the hardest! And I can't even imagine later when I wont get to see him for maybe the next 4 years!

Though I know after a few hours I would be feeling all right and work hard to make myself single again but it’s just so tiring!!! >.<

Though I think I'm improving on it.. It's like I make myself harden and not be affected by it. To push away all the emotions and not think about it.

Not that I would exchange it for something else… He needs an education and I don’t live there but… +.+

And I know I can’t complain because in another 3 months time, I would be off to the other side of the world and god knows when we would see each other again! And that would be even worst right?

Or would it?

At least then my heart would get use to it and not feel the pain so much. Don’t you think so? Would I get used to the absence and not feel so terrible?

Or is it because I don’t have much to do here so all my mind can think of is this. If I am the one studying I would not be so affected by this. Like him! I see him taking it really very well..

Or is it?

I know what a lot of you may say. That we both will change and develop into different people and our priorities may change and we may not be suitable for each other anymore. That we're still young and.. yada yada yada..

I know that.. But there is always hope right? There are like 1 successful story out of 10 right? Not sure whether I'll be the 1 percent anot but I will like to try!

Do you know of any successful long distance relationship? Not those kind that one is in Seremban and one is in Selangor. More like one is in KL and the other in London or something lidat.

Come on.. share some with me so I will at least think that I have hope.. =(

Okay?

Sigh… Relationships are hard.

Goodbye! >.<

I just sent off Cody again to the Pudu bus station. Boohoooo... How I hate this. Sending him off every Monday and waiting for the whole week for him to come back again.

I HATE THIS!!!

I have to find something more productive to fill my time. Any suggestions?

I'm an STPM graduate. Good with computer and stuff. I mean I can use the Microsoft Word and Microsoft Excel. That does count as something right?

Anybody wanna hire me?

*pretty smile*

*big eyes*

Pretty Please?

I guess not..

Hugs!!!

To everyone that wish me a Happy Birthday!

Hugs!!! ^.^




Thank you Cody for your lovely gift. Its the best gift of all!!! Hehe..

Thanks everyone. You guys are the best!!!

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Rules for Choosing a Life Partner

Relationship can be so hard nowadays. How do u know that he/she is your soul mate? It may be all nice and sweet and a bed of roses now but will things still be the same 10 years down the road? Or even maybe just 1 year down the road?

What consists of a happy and healthy relationship?

I once read this somewhere,

"Love isn't just two people gazing at each other, but two people looking into the future together"

Forget who was the writer but it was something lidat. I really agree with it...

Just wanna share with you guys something I read! =)



Rules for Choosing a Life Partner

QUESTION # 1: Do we share a common life purpose? Why is this so important?

Let me put it this way: If you're married for 20 to 30 years, that's a long time to live with someone. What do you plan to do with each other all that time? Travel, eat,sex and jog together? You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need a common life purpose.

Two things can happen in a marriage.
1. You can grow old together, or

2. You can grow apart... 50 % of the people out there are growing apart. To make a marriage work, you need to know what you want out of life - bottom line - and marry someone who wants the same thing. If the person you're in love with doesn't want the same thing as you do; you might as well get out of it now than when its too late.


QUESTION # 2:Do I feel safe expressing my feelings and thoughts with this person?

This question goes to the core of the quality of your relationship. Feeling safe means you can communicate openly with this person. The basis of having good communication is trust. i.e trust that I won't get "punished" or hurt for expressing my honest thoughts and feelings. A colleague of mine defines an abusive person as someone with whom you feel afraid to express your thoughts and feelings. Be honest with yourself on this one. Make sure you feel emotionally safe with the person you plan to marry.


QUESTION # 3:Is he/she a mensch?

A mensch is someone who is a refined and sensitive person. How can you test? Here are some suggestions: Do they work on personal growth on a regular basis? Are they serious about improving themselves? A teacher of mine defines a good person as "someone who is always striving to be good and do the the right." So ask about your significant other: What do they do with their time? Is this person materialistic? Usually a materialistic person is not someone
whose top priority is character refinement. There are essentially two types of people in this world: People who are dedicated to personal growth and people who are dedicated to seeking comfort. Someone whose goal life is to be comfortable will put personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing. You need to know that before Walking down the aisle.


QUESTION # 4: How does he/she treat other people?

The one most important thing that makes any relationship work is the ability to give. By giving, we mean the ability to give another person pleasure. Ask: Is this a person who enjoys giving pleasure to others or are they wrapped up in themselves and
self-absorbed ? To measure this, think about the following:

1. How do they treat people whom they do not have to be nice to, such as waiters, busboy, taxi driver, etc.?

2. How do they treat parents and siblings? Do your parents and siblings like/adore them? Have you received any bad comment/remarks about them?

3. Do they have gratitude and appreciation?

4. Do they show respect? Do they respect your opinions or let you know when you go over the line? Are they truly honest with you, even if you don't like facts that hurt? If they don't have gratitude for the people who have
given them everything, you cannot expect that they'll have gratitude for you-who cant do nearly as much for them !

5. Do they gossip and speak badly about others? Someone who gossips and bad-mouths cannot be someone who loves others. Has the person simply left anyone for you? Has that someone lied to/with/because of you? You can be sure that someone who treats others poorly, will eventually treat you poorly as well.


QUESTION # 5: Is there anything I'm hoping to change about this person after we're married?

Too many people make the mistake of marrying someone with the intention of trying to "improve" them after they're married. As a colleague of mine puts it, "You can probably expect someone to change after marriage and for the worse!" If you cannot fully accept this person the way they are now, then you are not ready to marry them. There is no point in putting restrictions on your life partner. If you love him/her you will accept him/her as they are.In conclusion, selecting your partner doesn't have to be difficult and treacherous. The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less with your heart. It pays to be as objective as possible when you are selecting, to be sure to ask questions that will help you get to the key issues. Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring on your finger, you don't want to find yourself in trouble because you didn't do your homework.


I'm not sure whether I fufill all this criteria as a girlfriend. But I'll definitely try my best! =)



True love arises from two people's determination to share their lives together, and from the wisdom gained from aspiring from the future.

-Daisaku Ikeda-

I love you. The story of us.

*Warning* Long and boring post ahead. Read at your own risk*

I was the goody two shoes girl and you were the boy that all teachers remember. Not because you were a brilliant role model student but because you were the naughtiest in class. Teacher had to constantly call out your name and give multiple warnings for you to behave.

I was the girl that sat down quietly with my own group of galfriends at the right hand corner of the classroom. Never moving around in class or mixing with other boys. You were the boy that sat right in front of the teacher’s table at the right hand corner of the classroom so that the teacher can closely monitor you. You never ever came over to my side. I didn’t go over to your side.

We were in different worlds.

That was year 1999.

5 years later and being in the same class 4 out of those 5 times, somehow or rather…

We got together. Right after Form 5. Right after our SPM examinations. Right when we had to choose our next education path. Where should I go after high school?

The goody 2 shoes gal with the boy that is famous with the entire board of discipline teachers and his second home BEING the disciplinary room!

I was shocked myself too… Is this possible? Will this work? What am I thinking?

Everyone started to ask me, “Shin, are you sure you wanna be with him?”

I wasn’t sure myself too but somehow…

Then, we went into Form 6 together and those 2 years were the best. Some people dislike being in the same school let alone in the same class together. But being in the same class meant that I could steal a glance at him whenever I feel like it.

Though most of the time he would be dozing off. =.=

And hanging out together whenever we can when the teacher was absent.

Complaining about our teachers together. Discussing about the happenings in school and gossiping about our friends together.

And having our recess together. Taking turns to eat with our respective group of friends. But which ever group that we choose, either of us would be the only gal or guy on that table. =)

Stressing for our STPM together. Trying mighty hard and making numerous efforts to go to the state library and study. But failing most of the time. He always fell asleep halfway. Him helping me with Physics and Mathematics though I always couldn’t understand what he was trying to tell me. I love it all the same.

Wishing each other good luck before every examinations and asking each other what answers we put on those tricky questions. Going to tuitions together. Him being the driver. =) Letting our teachers tease both of us knowing fully well that we are together.

Bracing ourselves for our STPM results and finally taking it together. Us being totally terrified that we would fail everything. Luckily both our results were okay. Proving to our family that we can juggle studies and relationship together.

Spending the next 6 months working part time jobs. Tackling jobs challenges together. Being totally uncertain with our future. Should we apply for the same university? What if we don’t get into the same university?

Finally, fate bringing him to study all the way in Malacca and me in Selangor. Which by the way was 2 hours drive! No problem right I hear you say. We were so used to seeing each other every single day, doing every single thing together. Now…

But we survived. He came back every weekend and we use what remaining days we have to catch up on each others life.

Now, my family would be migrating to Vietnam soon and if all goes well I would be studying in US this August. I may never come back. I never know. What should we do?

Everyone is asking me this question. What about him?

I have no answers to this question. What can I say? I know I will try my utmost best to make this relationship work out. I believe that if we are meant to be we will be together no matter what.

Every adult I meet will advised me to not close my heart at such a young age. There's plenty of fishes out there. I should go out and explore. I will definitely change my mindset when I grow older.

But what if I already find a perfect guy?

I love that he will always leave the last mouth of every dish for me.

I love that he has a totally babyish side of him that makes him funny yet adorable at the same time. Making me laugh every moment.

I love that he took 3 A4 papers to make a card for me coz I complained to him that he didn’t make anything for me. It wasn’t any Hallmark card but its better than anyone put together.

I love that he prepared steamboat for me at his house all by himself juz coz I said I love steamboat.

I love that he bought me a bouquet of roses and sent it over to my house by delivery on Valentine’s Day and then sat a cab to get to the place I was working at tat time to wish me Happy Valentine’s Day.

I love that he recorded songs that he sang together with his guitar and sent it through the internet so I could save it into my mp3 and listen to it while I was on vacation.

I love that he fetched me to school every single day for 2 years even though it was out of his way.

I love that he was the one that suggested that we took sticker photo together even though I wasn’t to keen on it. Now I am the one to persuade him though…

I love that he buys me breakfast every time he comes over to my house.

I love that he called everyone in our class on how to boil porridge and sent it over to my house the first time I was sick.

I love that he prepared Vitamin C for me every morning in a bottle so I can drink in class.

I love that he put little love notes in my pencil case when I wasn’t looking.

I love that I see resemblance in him and in my father. His character and thoughts.

I love that he is totally comfortable with my family. Even my dad jokes with him now...

I love that everytime I feel our relationship will not last, he will do or say something to ensure me that we can get through this.

I love that he shares with me whenever he feels that there's some girl in his university that he thinks have the hots for him. No problem man! =| I can take it!

I love that he tells me stories of his friends in the university even though I have never met them.

I love that he is my best friend and I can confide everything in him.

I love that I know he will always be there for me.

I love that he is my highschool sweetheart.

Happy Anniversary Cody.

Love,
Shin.

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Where there's life, there's love

Somebody sent me an e-mail titled 'appreciate life'. Well.. thought of sharing this with u guys too.. quite heart warming pictures. Kinda makes you feel how fortunate we are right? =)

Photo 1: Together, through Warm and Cold

(Photographer: An Hejie. Market Place, Town of Chifeng, Inner Mongolia)

Beyond the northern (Inner Mongolia) frontier, spring has arrived but the
cold weather lingered on. Snow fell on this April morning. Flakes danced
in the sky. A middle-aged man tended to his cart, on which sat a little
boy, wrapped up with blanket used to keep the vegetables from freezing.
From time to time, the father would tuck at the blanket to make sure that
his son was all right. These are the words from the photographer: "Set in
the dark and shadowy background and the dancing snow flakes, the pink
puffy face of the little boy stood out in great contrast to that of the
father which was apparently shaped by the caprices of life. And life was
indeed harsh. Father and son only have each other for support. When the
father yelled out a sales pitch on top of his voice, his facial expression
was shockingly touching. One cannot help but be moved."

Photo 2: Love

The father and his son live in an impoverished hilly area. They demand nothing but a piece of land to call their own. Perhaps they will not havea chance to see the outside world all their lives -- they will not knowwhat a staircase is, they will never ride in a taxi, nor will they ever step into a movie theater. But the truth is these are the people who offerus everything our lives depend on, generation after generation. The heavenand earth have nothing to repay them. Love them! At least respect them in your heart. Otherwise how can we possibly talk about ourselves as human beings?

Photo 3: Grandpas'Tears

(Caption on the photo: That day, we found that we were able to attend
school. We were so happy. But grandpa cried. Do you understand? The tears
of an elderly man...) This semester has been dealt with, what about the next?

Photo 4

Amidst Rain and Wind Your elderly mother and little children are waiting for you to come homewith the day's wages.

Photo 5: Mothers' Love

Mothers and their child.
This is life.

Photo 6: Coal Carrier

Wang Zhizhong worked as a coal carrier. Carrying a basket of coal
weighting 40kg (88 lb), he made his way up a 100m deep mine, and then
walked a distance of 1000m along a mountainous track. For each trip, he
made 1RMB (0.125 USD). He was 17.

Photo 7: Old Man Crying

The old man sells roast yam for a living. Because he doesn't have a
license, his tools were confiscated and his tricycle was smashed, its
chain cut. All the old man can do is to sit there and cry. Tomorrow.

Photo 8:

Caption on the photo: That day the English teacher arrived in our village.
She taught us our very first sentence in English: "I want go to school."

Did you hear it? It is a most heart-moving cry.

Photo 9:

No rose, no diamond ring, but if this is not love, what is love?

With enthusiasm, love your life! Love the people around you!

I find this picture the most touching. How many times do we complain that our partner doesn't do this or do that? Not being romantic enough, not giving flowers for our birthday, not being caring enuff, not understanding us but in actual fact it is the little things tat counts. Can we be there for each other when there's nothing left? When all we have is juz each other? Unconditional love, giving without asking anything in return. Tat's beautiful. =)

On another note, I finally found out why i couldn't upload any pictures, i was using Internet Explorer! Lousy internet explorer.. Went and downloaded Mozila and now everything is perfect! =) Even my layout is beautiful now! Hooray!

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Communication..

Communication.. How it has change over the years..

Long long time ago.. kings, knights and princesses communicate with each other by either sending a rider thru deserts or across continents or by pigeons.. You tie the respective note on the bird's feet and pray to god that he knows the particular destination. Though I always wonder how the bird knew who he's master's friend was... i mean the master may have plenty of friends.. What if the little birdie sent to the wrong mistress or something?

Anyway... things have slowly evolved... during my parent's time... it was writing romantic letters... my dad was in London doing his degree and in that 3 years they were apart.. They communicated thru romantic letters which up till this day... my mum still keeps it hidden somewhere in the house.

My point is... snail mail is slowly becoming obsolete... e-mail is gradually overtaking the traditional way of conveying your deepest thoughts on a piece of paper... putting in into an envelope... sealing it with a kiss... walking to the post office and finally putting it into the mail box. And not forgetting praying that it will reach the recipient safely withot it being lost in the mail. I'm not complaining that technology now has saved us a lot of time and energy. Not to mention the immediate response you'll get in receiving or sending the mail. But don't ya think that e-mailing lack personality? Imagine you're terribly missing someone and while you're writing the love letter... big drops of tears slide down your cheek and onto the paper at the same time smudging all your handwriting. With this... the recipient will definitely notice the smudges and know that the writer was crying while she/he wrote this. (Guys can cry too)

e-mail can't do this.

I'm not complaining though... I just receive a totally romantic e-mail today... *smiles* by my beloved boyfriend... not gonna tell you the details... =) but i was all smiley after i read it... but you know wat... i'm worried that someday... when the internet or my e-mail suddenly closes down.. Gone is all my love e-mails! With letter you can actually keep it till the day you die! Literally! (note to bf: not complaining though.. don't stop k?)

Anyway... as i was saying... communication is really essential to a relationship... telling each other ur daily happenings or ur frustrations and dreams... sharing with each other your thoughts and worries.. even if you are not together always. Because only with communication can we keep the relationship alive. Without proper communication, your partner can be just a passer-by or some stranger across the street! What makes a relationship strive is when you can practically share all your troubles to each other.. not necessarily solving each other's problem but just being there to lend a ear and giving love and support to each other is important enough..

I'm glad that my boyfriend is someone that I can confide in and share my dreams and troubles with.

On another note... how you communicate is also very important. How you present your thoughts and feelings to the audience... are you able to fully convey your most essential thoughts to your readers? Catching their full attention? Making them so engrossed into your story that they can feel how it is like to be you? Are we able to do that? Do we have the ability to do that? What is the right choice of words? Do we do it in a humorous way or in a serious tone? Especially in writing. it's definately not easy.

Why did I bring this up? Well... i have got 2 essays that i need to write and pass up by end of this week. Fyi it's for my application to the university! I have written these essays long time ago but now.. I sort of feel that I have to re-write everything again. I just gave my father to read it and he said my essay lack personality. (yeah.. darling.. ur right!) It is just informative! I wasn't able to fully convey my true inner thoughts into it!

just FYI again, the 2 essays are titled 'a defining moment' and 'a disappointment or a setback'

He also said you couldn't feel anything after reading the 2 essays. And I must do something about it. But how do you put feelings into an essay that cannot exceed 300 words? I mean my this blog alone is like 100000 words! ok.. I know it's not true but you know what I mean!

How am I gonna convey my feelings properly when I have to worry about my grammar, my punctuation, my 'perfect' manglish (Malaysian English), my simple babyish choice of words and most importantly not to be too long winded..! like now..! sigh.. >.<>

Dear admission officer,

I'm tired of thinking and stressing on how to properly convey my inner personality into my essay. Attached here in my blog's address. Please feel free to log onto my blog and read my entrees to get more information on how I live my life. If time is permissible, you may even leave a comment or two. I do hope you will be a frequent reader too. Thank you and have a nice day.

Yours truly,
Princess Shin

now that would be a blast don't ya think?

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Girl Intuition..

Girl's intuition.. are they justified? Can they be trusted? or are we just mainly known as overeacting? We female species are certainly well-known as that..

Well.. i brought this up coz as you all know.. my boyfriend is studying in a different university. About 2 hours drive from where we both stay. So this makes me see him only once every week.. tat is only during the weekends when he sits the bus home..

so technically wat we are now having can be called a long distance relationship.

so.. as a woman species myself... i tend to overeact a tinny little bit when it comes to him having any 'gal' friends.. not new girlfriend mind you thank you very much..

therefore. whenever he tells me about any of his 'girl' friends.. my mind would be terribly alert and would start thinking.. or even asking.

'is she pretty?'

'does she have boyfriend?'

which my then perfectly understandable boyfriend would then answer.. 'No darling.. she's fat and ugly..'

'but no boyfriend'

right.. >.< style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">MY darling to go back during the weekends and sits in a different table when me and MY boyfriend came to the library..

I may be overeacting.. maybe.. but sorry to say..

my claws are now officially out..

beware!!!

not that i can do anything once i'm gone.. =(

Help!!!

Guys with hair..?

Wat is it with guys and hair? goodness.. i went out with my boyfriend, Cody to 1U the whole morning just now.. and when we were about to go home.. he suddenly turn to me and ask..

'wat do u guys think about guy's hair? do u notice them? wat is considered nice?'

em.. the only think i notice about a guy's hair is when he has strikingly weird colour.. like when i go Sg.Wang.. the guys over there have like bright yellow or green hair.. tat's when i notice them..

Seriously though.. wat is this thing with guys and hair? They.. my boyfriend actually.. dunno about the majority of the male species.. is always cutting his hair.. just 2 weeks ago he went into the saloon and spent 50 bucks cutting his hair and now he is complainin tat he needs a haircut..

Here i thought the female species was the vain one here..

Seriously.. who notices hair? do you? and i always don't notice when he cuts his hair.. mayb it's just me.. mayb i am not a normal girl.. hmm.. maybe.. i mean if you are a girl and you change your waist long hair into boy cut.. obviously you'll notice that.. but this?

i once had a super vain guy friend. Oh goodness.. he was in the same class with me when we were in form 2.. he used to tell us how long he would spent on his hair.. he had those grass like super spike-ky hair that would always bring the attention of the disiplinary teacher. do you know how long he spent on his hair to make it that spike-ky? he told us he had to get up at 5 something everyday.. spent about 1 hour doin his hair before he went to school.. oh my god.. imagine being tat vain when you were 14.. and the funny thing was.. d disiplin teacher would notice..catch him.. and ask him to wash it off.. there goes d one hour effort.. i rather sleep longer..

i mean.. i dun just look at a guy and decide immediately whether he has nice hair anot.. i usually look at the whole picture.. aNd.. most of the time.. i just look at a guy.. decide whether he is cute anot.. then look away.. totally forgetting whether he has nice hair anot..

so now.. my boyfriend has a dilemma.. he doesnt know wat to do with his hair. He was tryin to explain to me how weird it is now.. with d hair on his left side not sitting down properly or something lidat.. i tried listening to it but zone out after a while.. sorry dear.. but i love you perfectly now.. dun really mind if your hair has a nice comfortable chair to sit anot..

sigh.. guys.. or maybe just my guy.. =(