Thursday, February 15, 2007

Separations

It’s been quite a while since I last posted here. Thousand apologies. =) So many things seem to be happening lately.

Ok... Not 'soo' many... just a few.

I have been to KLIA (Kuala Lumpur International Airport) twice this week! And let me tell you KLIA is not a place where you just go just because you like it. It’s a good 1 hour drive from where I stay.

I went there on Sunday night to send off one of my Buddhist gal-friend, YW. I have known her for maybe around 8 years but we recently got closer coz of the activities we have organized together. She's a very friendly and super cheerful gal. And judging by the number of people that sent her off that day I'm sure I wasn't the only one that thinks that way. She always brings sunlight into people's life. Whenever she's around, she will definitely bring up the atmosphere of the place and lift up everyone's spirit. I guess that is what makes her so popular. There were about 20 people sending her off. And almost everyone cried. Including me...

Boohoo...

So touching! >.<


I wonder what my farewell would be like? One hand, I would prefer to have just my family around so I can cry and spent my last moments with them. Especially with my boyfriend. I mean that would really be our last moment, if the whole world is there, I would feel really awkward. On the other hand, I wouldn't mind having a bunch of friends sending me off. Quite grand. Don't ya think so? Hehe... And on Tuesday, I went to KLIA again. This time to send my best friend off. The one that I said has been studying here in Malaysia. Now she's going over to Queensland to get her degree. She's gonna be there for a year. But by the time she comes back, I may not be in Malaysia anymore. So I really dunno when I will see her again. Thinking about that makes me so sad. We have been best friends for so many years. Since I was 14. That's like 6 years. And now I dunno when I'll see her again.

Tears started flowing when I gave her the last hug before she went into the terminal. I couldn't stop myself. Just thinking that I am gonna lost my best gal-friend really broke my heart.

But the heartless gal din shed a tear.

Black Heartless gal! Hmph!

Hope she settles in there nicely though... Really miss her. Though we have our different lives now, she in college and me em... not doing anything much now... but we still talk and share our problems occasionally.

I MISS HER!!! >.<>

The next one will be the hardest of all...

How am I gonna leave my sweetheart behind?


4 comments:

krystyna said...

Hi Princess Shin!
This is the sad time for you! I understand you. I went by similar situations many times.
I took this words from king Salomon:

Ecclesiastes 3:
A Time for Everything:
1.There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven--
2.A time to give birth and a time to die;
A time to plant and a time to uproot what is planted.
3.A time to kill and a time to heal;
A time to tear down and a time to build up.
4.A time to weep and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn and a time to dance.
5.A time to throw stones and a time to gather stones;
A time to embrace and a time to shun embracing.
6.A time to search and a time to give up as lost;
A time to keep and a time to throw away.
7.A time to tear apart and a time to sew together;
A time to be silent and a time to speak.
8.A time to love and a time to hate;
A time for war and a time for peace.

Peace and happiness to you!

Miss Positive said...

Hi, I understand too how hard separating from loved ones can be. I will miss them terribly!

Anyway, you were tagged here. =)

Menchie said...

Oh, I so don't envy you when the time comes. That'll be sooooo hard!

Hugs.

-Princess Shin- said...

krystyna,
Thanks for sharing. =) I'll certainly keep this in mind. A time to weep and a time to laugh. How true!

miss positive,
Thanks. I'll do your tag soon. Hehe..

menchie,
Sigh.. I know.. I'm dreading it already. But another part can't wait to get over there and experience new stuff. Its quite confusing actually. But oh well.. Thanks for your hug! =)